It was a tough day, I was exhausted. First, we traveled through Europe, then
Asia and now America. Brazil will be the last country, finally. Then I can go home
and sleep all week. I didn't know that making a living in diplomacy would be so
difficult. I was inspired by the cause, by the trips, by the possibility of escaping my so
boring routine, but now I was getting very tired of it all, of my life perhaps. It was
very lonely. Maybe because of this I was having doubts.
When we set up a bunch of nine conferences around the world, I thought it
would be easy, exciting, but now in the end I was proven wrong, I was very naive,
because none of this is exciting anymore. Was it that or just this exhausting, long, very
long day that never seems to end.
Under the night sky I decided to take a quick walk, leaving my team and friends
behind. I just want to be Lavi for a second not Mr. White. The city lights were
amazing, but they made me feel alone again. When walking through those streets I
start to dream about another life, peaceful, perhaps by the sea. I think I want to fall in
love at least once.